Soundtrack of My Summer
First of all, I’d like to apologize for missing my quota schedule to post an entry every Saturday night. I just had too much work last October 03 and, of course, with too much work comes a lot of stress. My mind wasn’t that productive and I was just simply ranting so forcing myself to write an entry that time would have resulted to something resembling an insult to my dear readers. *winks at Kyle and Chris*
I have been torturing myself with too much work the past few days. Technically, I’m not a part of the college’s student government but I’ve been helping with its programs and projects. The fact that my girl friend is a part of that organization doesn’t help. The fact that I’m a lazy workaholic, I love work but I get lazy every now and then, is just insulting.
Finding time to write is like trying to find a needle in a haystack or a pornstar in the Middle East. It’s atrociously impossible, or near to that if the pornstar is as crafty as a desperate English major. Dragging myself through this self-made mess is insult to injury. I can feel my soul wincing in disappointment.
The good thing about being distant from your passion, if that isn’t such an oxymoron, is that you learn to appreciate it more. Absence makes the heart grow fonder, they say, and that holds true for this certain situation. For the past nights, my mind had been cluttered. It wasn’t the same “oh look a dead nine year old is haunting my waking hours!”, rather “oh look more shit that wouldn’t really matter in the end”. Excuse the language, it helps my stress issues.
Today, I started the day rummaging through Sheena Kristen Sy’s gallery of mushy art. If you have time, you should go see her “Soundtrack of My Summer” collection. She’s a wonderful artist that anyone shouldn’t miss.
Till the next update!
Hopefully, I get a decent literary entry the next time.
† Jofer
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